Changes....

I think I did enough crying and sulking about what's going on. I think it's about time that I accept what's going on. Though we're still officially together, I should get used to the idea that we're not. That doesn't mean I'm giving up. Not at all. It just means that I am preparing myself for when the day comes that it is over. With that, I decided to pick up something I've never done before...

I found a website that has a particular kind of work out. It's called "Fit For Duty." It's a tough cardio workout designed by the military. I started doing some cardio stuff on Sunday. I'm going to continue with them. I think it'll help me, not only get in better shape, but keep my mind busy and occupied so I don't, well, you know...

When I would do a slight workout in the past, I'd feel sore, obviously, and say to myself, "I think I'll start again when I'm not sore anymore." Then, I just forget about it and not do anything.
Well, not anymore. I'm sore as hell today and it feels good. I didn't do anything Monday, but I repeated that same workout this morning after work. I even ran.


Yeah, you heard me right. I ran. Granted it was a pathetic run, but I did it. The above picture shows my running path. It was about 1.5 miles. Another thing to note, is the H.S. there is on a pretty big hill, so there was a lot of uphill running. All that took me... 21:47. Yeah yeah, go ahead and laugh.

Sore limbs sometimes feel so good.

Question, have any of you tried guessing what that "change" is that I mentioned a couple of posts before?